It's not okay

You broke my kisses

I gave you them all

You threw them aside and yet I still

Tried more and more to give you each day

To give you my love and you pushed it away

And now that I woke up

And now that I see

You say that you'll change

You'll change for me

But you've said it before

I can't wait any more

So that's why

I need to be myself on my own

I need to be strong

I need to move on

I know it's hard

And I know you want me to stay

But it's the same thing it used to be

It's not okay

I loved you

That's true

But why did I feel so alone with you

I wanted affection

I gave you my all

I needed your love to help me stand tall

I'm not saying

You didn't try

Cos I know that you did

And your love ain't a lie

I'm sorry I've hurt you

But you're not what I need

And now that I woke up

And now that I see

You say that you'll change

You'll change for me

But you've said it before

I can't wait any more

So that's why

I need to be myself on my own

I need to be strong

I need to move on

I know it's hard

And I know you want me to stay

But it's the same thing it used to be

It's not okay

I don't know what

The future holds

Maybe we'll be friends

You never know

But you'll always have a place in my heart

You were my best friend

My love from the start

But now it's time

We're at that road

Taking our paths

Don't know where they'll go

There's no need for the hate

You're directing my way

I could say worse

But all I'll say is

It's not okay

-Kristin